this is my fame my fanatsy and my trip to hell
i either sit on the right hand of god
or i sit at the bottom of the ocean with the oil..
I alone beleive well with some others..
how do i say
i fealt super human
all knowing
all aware
all good
all human
when a human feels goodness
there is no pathetic weepy sad doubting thought
illegaql
huh

ahhh if i was boss
\i swear to god
i got taken by 3 conman and one conwoman last night

problem
im a white boy

humans survival extinct has gotten too
at the cost of the white boy
just lookin to buy the black girl

hey in this day and age of forbidden desires
and paranoia
and broken marriages
and bar social not time today

but the cost
my freind
is the karma

nothing ever is what it isnt
for her to be in that room
i got a life lesson


after all
its my sin
she brought
still i requested her presence

no matter what im the mark
the one
buying them
with my white boy money...

never think a good thing
wont show you
exactly what that is
today ...
so she

Spirits/colours

momma is she good enuff for me?

is there anybody out there?

Relax just a little pin prick

Vera? What has become of you?

Goodbye cruel world I'm leavin you today

goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye.

Re: Afternoon

--- Original Message ---
From:mojo732000@yahoo.com
Sent:Sun 8/24/08 8:54 pm
To:braine2006@blogger.com
Cc:
Subj:Re: Afternoon

-
rainy teary and forgotten
pacing
in the shadow of razor
wired
blue manned guns
waiting for me to run.